Chapter 11

I layed in bed staring at the ceiling with so many thoughts running through my head, right after they left I ran to my room and locked myself in.

I can't feel this way about Yousef! I love Sultan.

Reema and Ghada kept banging on the door trying to get me to open it but I wouldnt budge, they probably thought that the shoufa was horrible.

Oh they're so wrong.

But I can't be attached to him! I just met him! The amount of guilt im feeling is indescribable.

After about a half hour I couldnt stand thinking about it anymore, I have time to think later.

I opened my bedroom door and it was surprisingly quiet, where did they go hw? 

I go downstairs to find only my dad and Lamia -*Fai's daughter sitting on the couch watching cartoons.

Malak:Halla baba, I greeted as I kissed his head and sat next to them on the couch.

Lamia: 5ala Madaaak! Lamia said as she jumped off babas lap and came to give me a hug.

Malak: Hiii babyy! Lamia ween mama w Fai w ghada w reema?

Baba: Lma shafuu enk ma ra7 t6l3een mn '3urftk ra7uu at3shuu so you can have alone time.

Malak: oh, thats good.

Baba: Malak baba leeh 7bstii nfsk fe '3urftk? Umk tgoulii enna you looked like you were having a nice time with the young man, w ana jlst m3a w m3 abouh wallah enhum nice people.

Malak: I did have a good time, and hes a very nice guy bss i needed time to think.

Baba: La tsr3een bl8rar you can tell us your choice whenever you want.

Malak: Thank you baba.

I stayed with them watching cartoons and Lamia would ask me about the people that came today and I told her how one of the girls' name is Lamia just like her.

After about an hour I head upstairs to shower and get ready for bed since I was 200% sure Ghada and Reema were gonna sleep over.

Once I stepped out of my bathroom I found Ghada and Reema sitting on my bed.

Malak: Hiii guys

Ghada: Hi guys? HI GUYS? I hate you you kicked us out of your room ya kalb w e7na mt7mseeenlk!

Reema: ee wallah you're a dog

Malak: I needed time to think.

Ghada: I dontt care! Esh 9arr bsr3a tell usss

Reema: Is he cuteee?

Malak: he is ve-

Ghada Is he funny?

Reema: What did you guys talk about?

Malak: ESKTUU oh my god wallah enkum ez3aj, if you can shut up for one minute i can tell you what happened.

Ghada&Reema: asfeen asfeen bss kmlii yallah

I told them about what happened and alebtsama ma fargt wjeehhum

We stayed up talking all night until we fell asleep one by one, me totally forgetting about my phone and Sultan.

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I woke up at around 10 am while Ghada and Reema were still sleeping so I went into the bathroom and got ready for the day.

B3d ma 5l9t 9lah I grabbed my phone and headed downstairs while checking my phone.

37 whatsapps, shit.

I opened the app to find two 3 seperate conversations with notifications.

Unknown number 2

Sultan 32

Ma niggaas(group) 3

I opened the unknown one first

+966: Heeeyy Malaaaak! 

+966: It's yousef

I smiled at his carefree manner in texting and left it, i'll answer when i see the other messages

Sultans were all checking up on me at first then he got mad i guess saying im careless and i should atleast open my phone.

Ghada and reemas group were from yesterday where they called me a 7mar and they told me to open my door.

I answered sultan first.

Malak:Hi, sultan ra3ii ennu ams i was confused about everything and i didnt care to open my phone.-10:19am-

Then I left the conversation and went to answer yousef.

Malak:Hiii-10:19am-

Malak:How did you get my numberr?-10:20am-

I locked my phone and headed downstairs to have breakfast with mama while waiting for the dub gree7 one and dub gree7 2 wake up and i'll tell them about yousef and sultan.

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Chapter 10

Today is the day. Yousef, his mother and apparenty two of his sisters will be coming over for the shufa.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous, even if I don't wanna marry the guy, Im still nervous.

Sultan has been more than perfect and supportive, he knows my reasons and respects them and that just makes me love him so much more. He has also been talking to me all day, it seems as though hes afraid of losing me.

Malak:Ghada w Reema byjoun b3d kitha 5 minutes 3shan y9al7oun sh3rii w my makeup, fa la tst'3rb if I dissapear.-5:12pm-

Sultan: Im sure you're a stunner bdoun makeup, la t5aleenhum yzaynouk ktheer 3ad you're beautiful enough and I dont want him staring at you for long.-5:12pm-

Sultan: No, don't leave me.-5:12-

Malak: Inshallah 3mii i wont put alot. W I'll try to keep texting you bss ma a3rf wallah.

We kept chatting up until Ghada and Reema came and snatched my phone from me right as I told Sultan enhum w9lu w e7tmal kbeer ys7boun jwalii. I was right.

We went over to my dresser and lfuni away from the mirror 3shan ma ashouf shaklii.

First it took Reema about thirty minutes to perfect my hair into light waves, then about another ten minutes to get my hair right by pinning the front of it to the back.

B3dha Ghada estlmt wjhii, hatha kla w ana ma m3ii jwal wla agdr ashouf shaklii.

Her hands swiftly and expertly worked on my face and her face was deep in concentration.

After about twenty minutes she was done.

Malak: Yay w a5eeraaan, yallah w5ruu abii ashouf shakliii!

They moved away so I can turn around in my chair, I turned and got teary eyed,

I looked incredible.

Al7mdella I was granted with good looks naturally but, wow.

My makeup was perfected, little face makeup, just a bit of concealer on my blemishes, then a bit of bronzer conturing my face making my good features pop, my eye makeup consisted of winged eyeliner and a bit of eyeshadow in my crease my coordinate with my dress and mascara. And finally, bold red lipstick rested on my lips

My hair was lightly waved, split in the middle, and the front was pinned back.

I felt like a princess going to meet her prince, too bad I wasn't going to meet my prince.

I turned to ghada and reema and gave them a big hug, i squeezed onto them for dear life as I tried my best not to cry.

I looked at phone, oh wow its already 7:20 w al'9youf are coming at 8.

I opened whatsapp and found Sultan has texted me. I replied bdoun nfs just cause my heart was seriously breaking that it isnt him that is coming to ask for my hand in marriage.

W klam Fai ja b rasii "Awl ma dra enna feeh a7d jay y56bk almfrou'9 fz w ja hu y56b, theres no point in waiting." She told me.

I tried to put everything to the back of my head and just try to get tonight over with b5eer.

8 came quick since I sat with my mom trying to calm her down as she was having a panic attack that everything was gonna go wrong.

Shes actually nervous for me, she actually wants this to happen. She talked to me about how etha ma art7tla Im not mjboura to do anything and that I should always remeber that.

The doorbell rang and Mishari came down from upstairs in his thoub and '3tra, awww 7beebi.

My mom shooed me upstairs to get dressed.

I headed up to my room and my nerves came back, Ghada and Reema helped me get into my dress without messing up my hair, allahuma enna shufa mu zwaj.

I looked in the mirror, this time fully dressed and ready.

Ghada&Reema: Mashallaaaaaah wallah bynhbl yousef!

I sighed and sat on my bed with them forcing myself to not go near my phone. After about twenty minutes Fai came upstairs and told me that it's time for me to go downstairs, oh god im so nervous.

Fai lightly pep talked me w e7na nazleen, tgoulii encouraging stuff. Wallah ale5t n3ma!

We got to 'mjls al7reem' d5lt w slmt 3la 5altii and his sisters, zeenhum wallah they look so nice.

His mom doesn't look old she looks like one of those younger moms, one of his sisters would be about 19 esmha Lamia and the other maybe 16 this one is Yara. Klhum jameelat mashallah.

I sat and we had small talk, ys2lounii what university I go to and we got to know eachother, I got along with Lamia really well. And I talked with 5alti Shatha b3d.

Until my mom and her looked at eachother and 5altii broke the ice by saying. "Malak mama shra2yek td5leen mjls alrjal al7een?" 

I nodded not knowing what to say, I looked at my mom and she just smiled nodded like go ahead. 

I left mjls al7reem and made my way to mjls alrjal I breathed in a huge breath before I went in, and I kept saying in my head, dont trip. dont trip.

Awl ma d5lt and my eyes reached him I tripped, I FREAKING TRIPPED!

Hu gam mn mkana bsr3a w gal "bsmella 3leek" bss bayn 3la 9outa enna y'97k 7ta bdoun ma a6al3 3leeh. Ufff fashlaaa!

He held my hand and helped me up, I stood up straight and looked at him for the second time, this time I really looked at him.

He. Was. Handsome. 

Very very very very very handsome omg.

He flashed me a smile and said "5n aw9lk llkanb we don't want you falling again" 

Omg his english.

I laughed and he held my hand the whole way to the couch, b3den jlst w hu fk ydii 3shan yjls next to me.

We started talking, not normal swaleef though, he asks the wierdest questions that just make me die laughing before I answer them.

G3dna nsoulf and joke around for about five more minutes ella td5l umi w uma while we're both lauging again.

I turned to look at them w ebtsamat'hum shaga alwjh.

5ala said it's time for them to leave so we both got up but he stood there and I was going to make my way toward my mom w 5altii ella he whispers gbl ma amshii.

"Oh, and you look beautiful."

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Chapter 9

So today's Tuesday which means only two days left till the shufa it's weird that sultan never asked me about him which makes me more nervous.

Sultan:malak-2:37am-

Malak:3yunii

It only took him 5 minutes to reply

Sultan: what happened to that yousef guy? 

Malak:elshufa is on Thursday.

Sultan:uhaa

He didn't say anything after that 

I took a hot shower to take my mind of off things after I was done I heard my phone ring

Malak:hello

Fai: bsr3a elbsi bmrik now

She hung up before I said a thing 

Esh feiha?its still 12:00pm

I wore my Abaya an waited for her downstairs   

Malak:wsh 9ayyr?

Fai:lma abi a6l3 m3 o5tii lazm ykoun 9ayr shay?

Malak:ma adri kitha faj2aa dgeti elzbda ween ray7een?

Fai: nf6ur wen tben

Malak:mmm msht'hya za3tar w zeet

Fai:a7mad ru7 ta7liyaa

When we reached there we ordered and she finally spoke up

Fai: esh 9ar 3ala yousef?

Malak:ma 9ar shay he's coming in Thursday 

Fai:ee I know you told sultan about him 97?

Malak: ee 

Fai: esm3enii malak I'm not against you or sultan bl3aks in with you guys but Havent you ever thought that sultan mu mnjdh This whole love thing?

I cut her off and said 'Never!!'

4:3

Fai:5aleni akml,if he really loved you kan awl ma 56bk yousef gal erf'6i w ja 56bik hu w ma tdren ymkn rabi ybek tb3den 3ana! Enti fakri blklam elli glta w est5erii ahm shay!

Malak: enshallah.

After we were done she dropped me off at our house ma amdanii ajls zaii alnas w arwg ella Ghada w Reema da5leen albeet mashallah 3leehum w ygwmouni mn 3la alsreer.

Malak: hwwww wsh jayeekum? Alnas tgoul alslamu 3leekum!

Ghada: agouul goumii bss yallah lazm nrou77 alsouugg!

Malak: whaaat? Leeh?

Reema: Ya 4ka2 esh btlbseen llshoufa? 

Malak: ma adrii blageeli bl closet..

Ghada: LAA WALLAH? Agouuuul bss elbsii 3baytk e7na bnkoun t7t, 5 minutes wla b6l3 anzlk mn sh3rk!

Malak: you're so aggressivee! 

Reema: w you're so stupid! Feeh a7d ma yshtrii fustan llshoufa w bagii youmeeen? 

Malak:Anaa! Alzbda enzlu yallah blbs

They left my room and i quickly applied concealer and a tinted lip balm and wore my 3baya.

Nzlt 3ndhum w hum ysoulfoun m3 umii so i stayed 3nd al stair case w ft7t jwalii.

Sultan: Babe wsh btsween alyoum?-3:38pm-

Sultan: Shra2yek bukra n6l3 ana w enti? F6our '3ada elli tbeena!-3:52pm-

Sultan:Tra eshtgtlk wallah where are you? -4:01pm-

Malak: Haiii babee! Wallah knt jalsa ella yjoun Reema w Ghada w galuu bn6l3 alsoug!!-4:05-

Malak: Fouggga! Wallah i miss you too, ween tbii bss? :$-4:05-

Sultan: Hallaa wallah! Enti esh msht'hya w e7na nrou7! -4:06-

I was too occupied texting sultan ella someone grabs my elbow w drags me to the front door.

Ma asm3 ella "Nshoufk 3la 5eer 5altii!" 

Ghada let go of my elbow w klna d5lna alsyara ana rj3t ljwalii b3d ma soulfna shwaii.

W9ln alsoug and i told sultan enna im gonna leave my phone shwaii while we shop.

D5lna so many stores bss ma feeh shaii 3jbnii.

Ghada: 6ayb hatha?

She was holding a red full length dress that had a slit all the way up to my thigh.

Malak: La i have a dress like this a9ln.

W alyoum mr w e7na kitha, so we took a break w r7na nakl.

Reema:What does sultan think about b3d bukra?

Malak: Bayn 3leeh mt'9aayg bss y3ni he doesnt talk about it.

Ghada: a7 wallah lw ana mna bss

Malak: Im gonna go out with him tomorrow tra

Reema: t7seen umk twafg w bagii youm llshoufa?

Malak: Enshallah twafgg bgoulha b6l3 m3km cause im stressed about everything w bflm shawii w enshallah twafg.

Reema&Ghada: Enshallah!

We continued shopping w lma f8dna alaml d5lna a5r store.

Ana g3dt 3la alcushions mthl al3jouz w hum ydwrounlii.

Fj2a i hear Reema gasp

Reema: Malaaak omg shoufiii hathhaa!!

I walked towards her w I looked at what shes holding.

 

It was a long navy dress bss mu elli flowy, its straight on the figure, and its sequined, its hard to explain its so beautiful ma gd shft mthla.

I held on to it w i nodded a yes

Malak: Its so pretty oh my god.

Ghada: Omgg yjnnn!

Reema: ta5theena? 

Malak: Ee 6ab3aan yallah

I payed for the dress and we made our way out of the mall.

A beautiful dress shouldn't be wasted on an unpleasant occaision but oh well.

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Chapter 8

When I got home that night I thought to myself im so stupid cause I judged Sultan 3la 6oul, i was still jealous and mad bss glt bs2la 3shan ma akoun '6almta.

Malak-12:22am- Babe 9a7ii?

Sultan-12:23am- Maybe

I laughed and replied with 'kalb 5la9'

A couple of seconds later my phone lit up with the caller ID flashing Babezz, i smiled a huge smile and answered.

Malak: 7sbtkk naym haa?

Sultan: Anam w ana ma 7keetk zaii alnas alyoum? T7lmeeen!

Malak:wallah 7lm.

Sultan-laughing-: ush ush bss you know you love me

Malak: aa2 aa2 aa2 dont be too sure hapeepi

Sultan: mswyaaa thgllll, lets change the subject. Enbs6tiii alyoumm? 

Malak: ee mrraaa i had fun wallaah! 

Sultan: al7mdellaa 

Malak:6ayb sultan bs2lk sou2aal

Sultan: es2lii

Malak: Meen Lama alx?

Sultan-sigh-: How do you know her ya Malak?

Malak: No! How do you know her? 

The jealousy sparked in me again, ma anlaam im so self concious and to hear his name tonight fe swaleef albnat lii 7g i get jealous and a bit mad.

Sultan: 6ayb ana ma knt abii agoulk 3shan ma tt'9aygeen wallah hatha hu alsbb alw7eed!

Malak:kml.

Sultan: Fa hathii Lama swtlii follow b twitter w I followed her back w she started sending me dms, shes being all flirty w ttmel7. Awl knt aslk lha bss tra wallah 9rt 7taa ma ard w i unfollowed her last night y3nii whatever you heard is probably lies believee me!

I felt hurt even though ma swa shaii hu bss leeh y5abeeh 3nii? What was i gonna do y3nii? 

Malak: Still sul6an kan gltlii, alzbda im gonna sleep bye

Gflt bwjha. Im so dramatic I know ugh bss thats just how I am, im not really really mad, mostly just hurt.

He texted and called, 7beeebii :( bss ana mswya m39ba ma rdeet 3leeh.

It was 3 am and I still couldn't sleep, a9ln by2thn Fajr greeb so i'll just stay up to pray.

I grabbed my phone and turned it on,

27 missed calls

Wow i opened my whatsapp and next to Sultans' name was 142 so 142 messages wj3

All of the texts were mostly "mn jdkk al7een m39baaa?" "Ana ma gltlk 3shan ms5raa" "Asf ma 3lmtk bss ma kan lh da3ii" the texts went on the same way him half apologizing to me half not even believing if im serious or not.

Malak-3:42am- 5la9 ensa almou'9ouu3 bss next time tell me whatever tra! 

Sultan-3:42- galbii 3wrnii, 5la9 i promise bgoulik kl shaii w enti b3d ma t5been mnii shaii.

Malak-3:43- Ana ma a5bii shaii bs wla yhmk!

I told him enna im going to sleep and i closed my phone, prayed fajr and literally went to sleep.

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Chapter 7

The first thing I did after I came from college was checking my phone I know it's been less than a day but I miss him and I didn't even text I called him 

Malak: heyy babbyy

Sultan: ahlan ahlaan you came back early today?

Malak: ee some classes got cancelled w ent where are you?

Sultan:I'm in the car Elyoum ma 3ndii classes fa r7t alshareka w al7een raj3

Malak:don't talk to me while driving.

Sultan: my baby t5af 3laayy?

Malak:akeed.

Sultan: don't worry 7a6ik 3ala el speaker 

Malak: are you sure?

Sultan: akthb y3ni?

Malak:ee ymkn,tra I miss you.

Sultan: 7beebtii entii wallah I miss you moree tell me when was the last time I saw you 

Malak: I know it was a long time ago! Bs esh aswi I just got my phone back enshallah kilha km sna and you'll get to see me everyday

Sultan:a8l enshallah,what are you doing tonight?

Malak: noufs house and you?

Sultan: ray7 ll 3yaal al7een

Malak:5ala9 I'll call you later w entbh while your driving I love youu

Sultan: I love you too byee!

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So I never told you guys how me and sultan got to know each other

 FLASHBACK-

We met on Path. Ew I know meeting on a social network is the worst but thats how it happened, there was a huge debate on a picture that was repathed thuma repathed and repathed eleen w9l 3nd Sultans friend Faisal, it was a stupid argument but I get the notifications since I posted the picture originally, one comment coming from Sultan alx caught my eye, he said something that made me go against his beliefs. So I replied and soon I was added to their huge debate.

In the end I won the stupid debate and ma ymr sa3a ella alagii Sultan alx wants to be your friend! -add friend- or -decline- I personally had no problem with having guys on my path, he wasn't the first so I added. 

So he would comment on some of my posts, and put emotions, I would sometimes too but usually i wouldnt.

He then followed me on twitter and from there we got close, he actually used the Dms b6ee2 whats your kik excuse on me. I was annoyed a tiny bit then but now I just laugh at it.-

 

Malaks mom: Malak 7beebtii 9art alsa3a 8 mta btrou7een 3ad! 

Malak: hww mama 3adii ma yjoun albnat a9ln ella 9 w Ghada shwaii w tmurnii.

Malaks mom: 6ayb Malak 7beebti esm3eeni

My heart clenched in happiness when she called me 7beebti.

Malak: smii mama.

Malaks mom: al5mees aljay byjoun ahl yousef llshoufa 

I forced a smile and told mama "Inshallah umii" 

She smiled looking happy and said gouleelii gbl ma trou7eeen 6ayb! 

Malak: '6ab3aan!' W kmlt lightlu waving my hair, I then applied a bit of bronzer, eye liner, mascara, and lipstick.

I put on my outfit which consisted of a floral skirt that reached under my knees, fhmtuu elli kitha lazg mu flowy? Like that and it was high waisted, and i paired it with a white blouse. I slipped on my heels just as my phone rang the caller ID flashing "Ghaddzuuuu" I answered.

Malak: Yo entii brra?

Ghada: ee im waiting yallah.

Malak: okk give me two minutess!

Ghada: alright yallah byee

Malak: byee

I headed downstairs and told my parents enuu im heading out w mama galt entbhii lnfskk.

Inshallaaah I said as I left.

 We reached Noufs house and slmna 3la albnat, there were girls I didnt know and girls mn aljam3a, w ate and danced a bit and youm t3bna jlsna klna w g3dna nsoulf.

Everyone was talking all at once and in the distance I heard a girl named Lama say : Omg shftii hatha Sultan alx elli agoulk 3lleeeeh? 

W her friend elli jnbha ashrt'lha elli estktii 9outk 3alii.

My mind went blank, how? Why? What? Hatha my Sultan, I look over at them and they're giggling and i heard her say w 'ee galii...' and she has a dreamy look in her eye.

Jealousy sparked in me and 3la 6oull i thought of Yousef. 

Oh Sultan, two can play this game.

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Chapter 6

I woke up the next day at 8:00 am feeling great, I haven't felt like this in months.

I got up did everything I had to do then I decided to open my phone.

I found 7 missed calls 5 conversations 

4 from sultan and 3 from Ghada 

A converstaion mn sultan and one from Ghada the other two where just broadcasts.

 

I opened ghadas conversation first 

Malakiii-11:36pm-

Eft7iii jwaalikk-1:45-

Esm3ii ni6la3 Elyoum? Mn zman 6l3tii enti-9:01am-

Heyyy baby okay bs ween?

Then I switched to sultans conversation 

A5eraan fta7tii your phone gd esh Ana mshtaglikkk I'll call okay?-11:00am-

Jawalik mgfll when you see this call me-11:05-

Babe wenkkk -20 minutes ago-

'Hey' I replied ,so cold I know.

'Esh feek? 9ayr shay malak e7kiii!'he replied in a matter of seconds 

'Sultan Ana en56bt'

Then I left my phone I really didn't want to know what he's gonna say.

I went downstairs there was fai and lamia

Lamia come give auntie malak a hug I said while she came running giving me a hug

'I miss you' lamia said while hugging me

I miss you too,where's mama fai?

Lamia:she in the living room

I went to the living room and I found fai watching tv alone 

'Kwais l7alik bgoulik shay' while sitting on the couch next to her 

'Guli'she said not paying attention to me

Malak: Fai Ana en56bt w I really don't know what to do.

Fai: malak tst'hblen and you'll leave sultan?!

Malak: Esm3eeni, ana ma glt bwafg lssa bss ennu jayeeni w i talked to ghada w she told me.... I told her everything ghada told me.

Fai: 97 klam Ghada ya Malak, maybe its not the best for you to get married on love w ttzjeen zwaj 6bee3ii, shoufeeni ana w Naif we're so happy w ma t3rfna 3la b3'9 ella b3d al5u6ba.

Tears started flowing down my face la sh3oureeyan as I said 'Bss faai I can't leave Sultan i'll regret it my whole life'

Fai: Shoufii Malak you should tell mama w baba yrdoun llnas 5br enhum yjoun llshoufa w enti shoufii etha ert7teela etwklii 3la allah w wafgi 3leeh w etha la refuse, mu 93ba wallah it'll be good for you believe me, it'll be a change. 

I went over to my parents room and talked to them telling them what Fai told me to say, mama said she'll call them tomorrow and plan a date for them to come over.

I was chilling with Lamia that whole day, no one can understand how much love I have for this girl, ttklm k2nha 3jouz mub bnt 3umra 3 sneen wallah

When the day reached its end I shut the door after Fai w Lamia and headed up to my room. I went to the bathroom took a shower then changed into my pjs I sat on my bed and grabbed my phone.

My phone blew up with notifications once I opened it, I opened the whatsapp app and headed to Sultans conversation.

En56bti?-8:01am-

Y3nii 5u6ba y3nii nas ybounk?-8:01am-

Malak? Mn jdk al7een?-9:00am-

Wow a54nii grb alsa3a astw3b klamk.-9:10am-

Malak? Btwafgeen w t5aleeni Malak?-9:11am-

Malak answer me -10:52am-

MALAK LEEH TGFLEEN JWALK MA 9DGT 3LA ALLAH TRJ3EENLII-10:57am-

La twafgeen Malak.-11:12am-

Dont do it-11:13am-

Enti glteeli 3shan anghr wla t36eeni 5br enk bttzwjeen?-11:16am-

You still didnt open your phone?-4:50pm-

F it 5la9 apparently you couldnt care less-8:36pm-

The texts stopped there, it was 11 now, should I reply? His words hit me hard to the point where I was practically bawling while reading.

Malak-11:28pm- Do you think I would leave you Sultan do you really think I would leave you? I wouldnt leave you lw esh I can't do it, they're convincing me slowly to marry him but I can't, im gonna accept to see him to please my parents! To let them think i forgot about you! Sultan i wouldn't leave you for the world? Mjnouna ana? I closed my phone cause too much pressure was put on me Sultan its not easy wallah it's not a7s bnfjrrrr! I couldn't take it anymore.

Malak-11:28- So la tsheel hm enni i would leave you ever, cause thats not happening anytime soon.

Sultan-11:30- Malaaak! Ma t9dgeen keef knt shayl hm w mt'9ayg, I cant ever imagine you with anyone other than me as cheeesy as it sounds, never leave me malak, if you do i'd lose my mind. Al7een byjoun yshoufunk?

My heart clenched as I read it, and they want me to leave himm? 

Malak-11:31- Over my dead body atrkk, km shahr w I couldnt live with myself, ee lazm ashoufa I pretty much have no choice.

Sultan-11:31-Ma abeeh yshoufik 6ayb, you're mine why would he get the privelage to see you? 

Malak-11:32- So my parents can completly get off my back and believe that I have no one else in my life.

Sultan-11:32- uffff bss shr6!

Malak-11:33- Esh alshar6 yallah?

Sultan-11:33- lazm t3w'9een y3nii hu yshoufik I get to see you soon too!

Malak-11:34- Looool inshallaah sooon<33

Sultan-11:34- 6ayb lazm anam 3ndi jam3a babe:( 

Malak-11:35- Naaam naaam yallaah gooodnightttt<333

Sultan-11:25- Nighty babee<3

I too fell asleep feeling like im flying on cloud nine.

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Chapter 5

Malak: ana? Ana jayeeni 56ab? My voice was shaking from crying so much.

Malaks mom: ee jayeenik 56ab

My moms coldness began to fade as she told me his name was Yousef Alx and that his dad has been working with my dad for years now, mama is begining to go back to normal and it's making me so happy that it brought me to tears.

Malaks dad: Malak 7beebtii mu lazm ta54een al8rar al7een rou7ii est5eeri w fkrii zeen w rj3eelna 5br ok ya mama? Don't rush into anything 7beebti 

He kissed my head w ra7 so I took his place next to mama.

I kissed her hand and asked for her forgivness, i've been living in hell without my mom these past few months.

Malaks mom: La t5aleeni at7sf enni rj3tlk jwalk Malak.

She kissed my cheek and handed me my phone I felt a huge weight fall off my shoulders as I went upstairs to my room.

I opened my phone and waited for the apple sign to move so I can hav acess to my phone.

Tboun al9ra7a ma shtagt l jwalii, I was too busy missing my mom to care about my phone.

My phone opened and all my missed calls popped up and all my kiks and twitter dms and mentions, whatsapps etc. 

I ignored all of those stuff and dialed Ghadas number by heart.

Ring

Ring

Ring

Ghada: MAAALAAK? 

Malak: Hiii 

Ghada: omg wsh 9ayr how do you have your phone?

I explained to Ghada everything that happened this past hour.

Ghada: Malak enti mta a5r mrra 7akeeti Sul6an? 

Malak: kitha 3 weeks, youm knt blmustshfa leeh?

Ghada: esm3eeni zeen Malak ma t7seen it's best if you move on? Enti 7beeteeh bdoun r'9a umk w abouk and that's the worst w ana akthr wa7da darya how much you guys love eachother but I think it's time to move on Malak wallah it's for the best w you'll thank me one day w jayek wa7d y56bk maybe kl hatha mn allah? Ennu it's best to leave sultan.

Malak: Ghada enti esh ga3da tgouleeeen? How could you say this? Hathaa sultan sultaaaaan! Keef a5aleeh w atzwj? Enti b3glk ga3da ttklmeeen I can't leave sultan I cant its impossible he's a part of me keef bswiii bdoun Sultan keef ya ghada b3eesh, i cant im not being dramatic I can't leave him he's my first and only love I cant do it.

Ghada: You can do anything once you put your mind to it bss enti ma tbeen ttrkeeena!!

Malak: Why do you want me to leave him so bad ghada? You know hu inshallah byt5rj b3d shahreen w b3deen hes gonna work in his dads company y3nii e7na w'93na inshallah ykoun mashii b3d ma ytw'6f y56bnii 3la 6oul enti t3rfeen ma agdr at5la mna! 

Ghada: Don't marry who you love; love who you marry. Remember that Malak, hu al8rar raj3lk enti but choose whats best for you ana bss ga3da agoulik kitha cause i care about you wallah no other reasons you know that so fkrii zeen zaii ma gal abouk est5eerii kl shaii raj3lk take your time babe, yallah ashoufk b3deen inshallah.

She made me feel bad mn jid ma a3rf esh aswii al7een. I can't leave sul6an I can't do it just the thought of it is making me go crazy.

Most of my whatsapps were from him and it made me cry to see he wrote me everyday even after I called him gbl 3 weeks.

Sultan: 

Malak weenik?

Malaaaaaaaaak ya maalaaak

ملاك

Babee

And it goes on and on with voice notes and love texts.

Malak: I got my phone back Sultan, but im gonna close my phone for a while.

I closed my phone before he got a chance to reply. I seriously need to clear my head.

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